Another New Year.

So how is my life going?
Thanks for asking!

I changed school. Went to a birthday. I passed the fox test (FOX DUBBING). Went to a program of 5 workshops. Went to a school masquerade ball. Survived Christmas. No actually everything I quite ok.



SEPTEMBER - OCTOBER

Changing school was a challenge but I'm already used to it, I like it. I went there with my best friend and I didn't talk to pretty much anyone but my friend. My friend went to Africa and I was at school alone. Not actually, I have like 25 sometimes 50 classmates. I have 25 in my class but there are two 10th grades. I had 3 options:
1) European 25% lessons in English (mine)
2) International 100% in English (it doesn't exist this year)
3) Business 0% in English (other 25 students)
It was a great opportunity to make some friends. Yeah, I have some friends but I think it's better to have a few good friends rather that a lot friends who you talk with but can't trust and rely on. Marks aren't the greatest but they're ok.
I went to my god's birthday, it's a big thing for me to go somewhere if I don't know anyone there. I had great time and made friends even though I don't talk to them anymore. I sometimes see them and talk with them. They were all at least 18 hahah, I'm 16 :D. Anyway had fun, great time, nice people.
Foxes day wasn't as bad as I though it would be. We had to come to school earlier to change clothes and do some morning exercises. I had to wear red jeans with a neon orange XL sports shirt, long sleeves, a orange cape made out of a curtain and I was holding a pink wand, it had dolphins on it. I wasn't the worst, there were people with unibrow, boys with girls clothes, people chained together, ananas taped onto a hand, carrying skis with them. Some had to eat dog food, cat food, nasty fishes, garlic, onion. I didn't have to eat anything because my god was in the hold of torture chamber. We still had all of our lessons. In biology teacher just gave us some crosswords. Then my god's friend came in and I thought he came to get his fox but he came behind me and covered my eyes and took me with him. I went to the torture chamber, it was dark in there. They told me to tell them my sins. I was just laughing a little because I know them both, they were being serious and I found it funny. I just told them that I don't know what they're talking about and I don't have any sins :'D.
They fed me some really ugly tasting food. At the end they splattered a lot water to my face "holy water". I walked back to class, water dripping from my face. After lessons we went to the park and they had planned some games for us. What I can say is that it was really stick, floury and spiky.



OCTOBER - NOVEMBER

I went to some workshops about business. I was interested about it but I didn't want to go there alone, I asked everyone, no one could come or didn't want to come. It was even a big surprise for me that I ended up going there, shy me. No regrets. They were about marketing, brand, social media, public media, photo, video, graphic design and web design. On the last one we had to make a full marketing plan for mobile company's app in 24h. We won! We made some funny and a little over the top videos for instagram, facebook and it's own site. I was up all night, no coffee, no energy drinks and I was really tired when I got home. I wanted to go to sleep but I had to go to a shop to buy a present for my sister's kid and afterwards go watch a boxing match because I really wanted to. I ended up being up for like 40 hours straight. I had much fun and everyone were really nice.



DECEMBER

We had some dance lessons, some basic dances. We had a masquerade ball. My friend was in Africa then. There wasn't lots of people. School had ordered a band to play and it was really great. I danced with 2 boys and then we, girls were dancing in a circle and just having fun. It was 3h long, the time flew so fast. I wish it was longer, the end was when I started having fun. We did secret Santa and I got a bear and a chocolate, cute.



JANUARY

School continues and I have lots of great plans for this year. I want to travel a lot (at least once).
I'm thinking about starting to save up for a new laptop. I don't know which one.

I'm that kind of person who loves gadgets that I don't actually need, such as GorillaPod, Penny boards, speaker, food dryer, chopper, blender, mix & go blender, hand blender, wings for my shoes. The list could go on and on. I still would like to have a RC truck or a bigger GorillaPod. I just love trying new things and experimenting with them.
 There are some days when I could just decide that I want to edit and I try editing a video.
I love making things (DIY) for my hamsters, for my room and myself.
I like drawing but I know that if I want to draw like a person, then I have to have a picture of him/her in front of me and drawing details takes a long time. So I almost never draw people or detailed pictures. I sometimes still doodle into my notebooks or onto some paper. This summer I will have the time to draw, at least I hope so.

I don't have New Years Resolutions, I have 101 goals (47, because I run out of paper). The goals aren't meant to be completed in a year they're for a longer time. There are some like

• Go snowboarding.
• Read more.
• Have a sick roadtrip.
• Learn how to do back/front flip. 
• Fail.
• Climb a mountain. 
• Make people happy.

I just wrote briefly about everything if you're interested about something or have questions don't be afraid to comment.


I'm tuning out now. Don't forget to be yourself and open to opportunities.

Life life the fullest!

No!

I hate my life rn. I have to sleep here, in someones bed, I don't have a hairbrush, toothbrush, nightwear or skincare products. I feel like a mess and I don't want to be here (I'm 100% not coming back here never again). I don't feel good, I feel uncomfortable, a little scared and I can't sleep. The sheets smell of someone, I hate it. I don't want to go to sleep. I can't see a thing in the room, cause I closed the door and put the curtain on. I'm not alone here, I am alone in this room. My mom and little brother are in the room next to me, door closed, so I can't talk with them and there are some people next to them aswell, so I couldn't talk with them anyways and I don't want to talk to my mom cause I didn't want to stay here. We had to stay cause they decided to fix my moms car, cause why not, right? They don't know I'm vegan and I'm not going to explain it to them, cause I don't want to! I just want to get up and hop onto the car, drive to a shop, get a watermelon and a spoon and then drive home. But no we have to wake up, see them while acting ok, but feeling like a mess. Then my mom is making plans for the day and I'm just like nooo, I want to go home, no one understands me, if I say I want to go home. I didn't fell asleep, I hardly slept for 30 mins because I felt really uncomfortable, I kept waking up after like an hour or so. I felt like something was crawling on me, something little, but it might of  been my dream or something. I went to bed at 12 AM (00:00). Now it's 8 AM and I'm up, not really, I'm still in the bed, cause I don't want to go anywhere, cause no one is awake. I heard someone walk downstairs and I think it was my mom. Btw they said to me: "sleep as long as you want", but I'm a morning person. I really just want to go home. The kids and some grownups are awake and talking downstairs, but I'm not going. 

I'm not unthankful, I just wanted to go home. I didn't want to stay, I didn't want to eat some grilled meat.  I wanted my bed and my home.

The morning: 

We had planned to go to a event, they invited us. We went there by ourselves and we didn't see them while being there. There was a lot of people, it was like a outdoor festival and some people sold things like jewellery, soaps, cheese, ice creams and other things they had made. I don't do well with crowded places, I just don't like it at all. It was blue sky with some little clouds. So it was really hot and I had put on jeans and a long jumper kind of thing + I have dark hair. So I was melting and didn't feel good and comfortable. 

 

 There were some wrecks from a long time ago.

We walked 7 km and after that I felt really tired, my mom already agreed to just have a little rest and then go home by car, but then they called and invited us over. My mom accepted the invitation and I asked if we could not be there for a long time, cause I was tired. So the night went and went by, they tried to fix my mom's car and they put in there something that had to dry overnight (-_-,). We (me, brother and a kid) played cards, soccer with a basketball that wasn't full and hide and seek, there wasn't much to do. As the night came, kids went inside, so did I. Ithers started playing with their phones, but me and my brother watched some Natural Geographic (cause there was notting else to watch) and played cards. One of the hosts showed us (brother and me) the rooms, that we were going to stay in. I was so pissed off that we had to stay here, my impression showed that. So my mom came and we went to bed. 

Next day: 

They made pancakes for breakfast. Luckily I had bought a lavash bread, the thin one. So I got that from the car and ate it with the jam. After that I really wanted to go home, but my mom and a woman made plans to go to the beach and to a adventure park (where we climb and try to get to the end of a track). We ended up doing it all. 

 

View from a tower that was in the beachy kind of thing.

At the end of the day I was okay with it, I quite enjoyed the park. 

 

It was really hard to do it and I kept doing splits with jeans. I liked it, I think it was a little overpriced as there was only 2 tracks and it cost like 16€.

 It was kind of a vlogy kind of thing. I might do more of these. 

Bad CAN turn into a good thing, if you're open to the world.

 Sometimes you just have to say yes.